funeral

wow... a funeral is like the saddest thing i have ever experienced..
today was the last day i got to see my beloved grandma...

... kill me...

I MISS YOU GRANDMA

<333

-sigh-

hugging (:

TOMORROW ITS HUG A KOREAN PERSON!!!! ON THURSDAY, ITS HUG A FILIPINO.. WAIT NO SORRY MISREAD IT... ITS HUG A JAPANESE PERSON ON THURSDAY AND ON FRIDAY ITS HUG A FILIPINO...

BUT TODAY IS HUG A CHINESE (:

lalalala its weird how filipino is spelt with an "F" lol

-sigh-

week of 5/9- 5/15

mmm this week is very crucial... i could be loosing someone that is important in my life...

God.. please dont leave so quickly..

at least a month will do...

i need you in my life... as long as possible...

-sigh-

dreams coming true?

wow... out of all dreams coming true, a tragic one has to come...
a couple months ago, i had a dream that my grandma would get altzimer (memory loss) and not recognize who i am... what do u know? D:

she is going to get a memory loss and im afraid she might not know who i am... :(

GOD PLEASE HELP ME!!!

-sigh-

hurting

hurting feelings isn't fun...
getting your feelings hurt isn't fun either...
what do i do?

D:

-sigh-

danceeeeeeee

dance people on April 29th, 2010...

it is the last dance for the 8th graders with the whole middle school (:

guys and girls that have relationships with different grades... U BETER GO TO THE DANCE (:

last time u will get to dance with ur hunny bug [:

<33333

ITS A BLACK AND WHITE THEME ... and no it isn't a formal dance...

ALSO FOR U MEAN AND UGLY PEOPLE... IT ISN'T BEING RACIST... I NEVER EVEN THOUGHT OF THAT...

*cough cough winnie and shilpa cough cough*

April 20

Hitler's birthday tomorrow... what a pleasant event (:

alsjdflsjd
JKJKJKJKJKJK not happy it is hitler's birthday tomorrow...

ALSO because of those stupid Eric and Dylan... it is Columbine's 11th anniversary for the shotting D:

-sigh-

stupid people... just plain old stupid mmmmmmmm

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together as a team?

unite... as one...

to accomplish many things...
fuck...

work as a group...

NOTICES IMPROVMENT...
and be happy (:

<33

obsession

mmmmmm obsession...
people just don't realize that obsession can be good and bad...
they expect to recieve the same feelings they have for that person when that person doesn't recognize the real truth...

obsession can be varified with love...
stalking...
following...
constant talking topic of them...

-sigh-

cancel

i spent the day at the aiport yesterday from 7 in the morning till 10 in the night...
our flight from miami to denver got cancelled because of some stupid chemical that got exposed.. it smelt like rotten cheese in the plane... ughhh
we spent 3 fuckin hours trying to find another flight..
origianlly, we were supposed to go to denver than cali...

finally, we found a flight because of this REALLY nice woman (:
we got home at 11 in the night... what a day yesterday...

-sigh- D:

lalalalalalala

lalalalalala...
sitting in my room... waiting for it to be 12:45...

TO GO KICK SOME BUTTT (:

tennis is so much fun :]

-sigh-

anger

anger is one letter away from danger
anger helps prevail the weaknesses

anger helps me through my fear
anger makes me satisfied...

mmmmmm

hate

jadfjldsjf
hate is jajfdasjfadsij
My 7th grade core teacher says never to use the word hate...

...
hate... fjajfsjfada
-sigh-

together

together with a love mate...
together through hardships and fear...
together as one unites...
together with my friends and family...
together as your love bursts out...

...together...

<33

house

moving... this friday... April 2nd
... today is the last tuesday that is spent in my house...
my lovely house... never forget the last moment...

-sigh-

ajdsfjj

jadlfjdsjf fuck... mmmm
moving next friday

MY ROOM IS LIKE EMPTY!!!!!!!

-sigh-

fighting D:

mmmmmm my friends are in a fight... AGAIN...

it makes me sad and depressed seeing them depressed...
make up pleaseeeeeeeeee

(:
-sigh-

<33 love forever :]

11:11

Im so happy... 11:11 comes twice a day(:

your wish will come true
so close your eyes
and think deep inside your heart

find the real you... and make a wish

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*WISH*
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Tobacco

scary assembly on friday, March 19

over 5,000 chemicals in tobacco...

Found out that day that two people i love most tried smoking once in high school D:

FREAKY!!!!

mmmmmm -sigh-

boys

.... mmmmmmmm

ajflsdjfiasohajga'g

there are times when i just get sick of boys... and want to spend a day like kimberli...

BUT I KNOW INSIDE THAT I WOULD NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE BE LIKE HER D:

-sigh-

Injured D:

Mmmmmmmm crutches

mmmmmmmmmmmmm injury D:

CAN'T PLAY TENNIS FOR 2 FREAKIN DAYS!!!!


-sigh-

dream

ugh oh

i had a nightmare last night...

I dreamt that my grandma recieved a problem where she looses memory...
I dreamt that she didn't recognize me :(

UGHHHHHHHHHh

-sigh-

Forgivness

mmmmmm forgivness is an awesome thing...

-sigh-

People then FORGIVE each other and everything is all right...

"... and they lived happily ever after..."

THE END!!!!!

Friends

My two (well I suppose one) best friends are in a big fight rite now...
Mmmmmmm I hope they can make up

they are realllllyyyyy cool and them two got to know each other REALLY well

mmmmmmmmmmmmm

and the twoo people are ..... And ....... Mmmmmmmmmmmmm





-sigh-

ewwwwwww

man... I just saw the grossestttttt thing in the world today during spanish D:

mmmmmmmm UGHHH MY LIFE IS MESSED UP D:

We are the World... Haiti 25

that song is a good song...
if you actually listen to the words CAREFULLYYYYYY it all makes sense

this made me have emotional feelings and i actually donated :D

HELP THE ONES IN NEEDD!!!!!!!!

ajfladsjflasjfl

.... -sigh-

adsfjaslfjsd
werijweijf
yep D:

-sigh-

aflsjdlfajs;j

Anger...

mmmmm anger... it is scary but at the same time fun... D:
Buttttttt, when someone's mad at you, you constantly want to figure
out why they are pissed at you...

BUT PEOPLE NEED TO GET OVER ANGER SOMETIMES ALSO D:

Broken heart

Love is revealed,
your heart will never be healed.
The trust in one,
will never be done.

Depressed as a dog,
look through all the fog.
You will hopeful meet him,
with a healed heart.

-sigh-

okie dokie

life can be a choice... u can live or die... okie dokie is OBVIOUSLY a choice...
NAH NAH NAH is a no :)

But if your life is hard and scky, don't end it so quickly... try to work it out...

hahaha

laughing is a key to life... it makes me smile :)

BUTTTTTTTTT if im down, (like this morning) and people try to make me laugh, I personally will smile (because im that type of person (: )but not in a meaningful way D:

SMILE :)

PDH

"... you are in public. No PDH..."

- Rachel Chong :)

(PDH- Public Display Horny) D:

-sigh-

life

life is okayish now... i guess people are just who they are...
BUTTTTTTTT THERE IS THIS ONE PERSON THAT I CAN'T STAND... HE IS SOOO ANNOYING D:

HE MAKES REALLY RUDE COMMENTS AND HAS A VERYYY BIG MOUTH D:

well other than that, it is fine...

nom nom

nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom nom
...

Im hungry D:

BUTTTTTTTTTTTT I CAN'T WAIT FOR KIMBERLI'S PARTYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

thats a funny letter :P

Try and find the "n"

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okay that was random...

BAGEL BITES!!!!!!

YUM YUM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM NOM BAGEL BITES...

NOM

NOM

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NOM

NOM

NOM

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BAGEL BITES!!!!!!!!!! :D

PARTY

PARTY PARTY PARTY CAN'T WAIT TILL FRIDAY!!!!!!111 :)

sooooooo...

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


hi D: what to think... what to think... Wow... hi D:


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


D:

-sigh-

-sigh- sighing is really... weird... it has lots of meanings to it...
like it be meant in a good way or in a bad D:

-sigh-

love

love... wow... what can you say about it? it is helpful, satisfying and enjoyable :)

D:

man... my day was going OKAY until I saw something that made me sad again D: -sigh-

UGHHHHHHHH...

UGHHHHHHH FREAK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!!! omfg... my math homework over the weekend is all wet D: UGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

SLEEP!!!!!

I haven't slept practically for the last 4 days... well i only slept 1 FREAKIN' hour... OUT OF LIKE 96 HOURS IN TOTAL!!!!!! wow... what an 8th grade year... D:

mmhmm

life... life... life... one thing I realized is that guys are... mean... but at the same time caring... D: I have gotten hurt 2 times... well technically 3 but yeah :(

...

wow... i just got hurt today... -sigh-... emotionally... D:

Chocolate

SUPPOSLEY... shilpa changed from "life is like a bowl of cereal" to "life is like a box of chocolate..." Gabby also agree's :)

Cereal

wow... i can't believe shilpa... "Life is like a bowl of cereal..." I disagree... but that is like a motto...

Cereal

what a day

wow... what a day today... lots of NEW information...